existence

I seriously do not know what kind of topic is this(existence) ...

Haha~o-well~
=)people forgotten your birthday ,no one bother to even chat with you ,bad luck befall you ,on your way to work everything just turn out wrong ,you cause people to hate you ,your girlfriend got angry and wanted to break up with you ,so you walked alone to ninjado brought some sushi which have cause you severe aching and before reaching ninjado ,got hit by a car...laid painfully on the road...
after several stay at hospital got sold to very "good" people with a unaffordable debt on your back...

How good can things be?~haiz...

how would it be to fade away from the society? not your name but what you had done...

being ignored and treated as a "unseen"...

All happen on birthday ,

how pathetic yet comfortable would it be?

anyway~i miss myself...lost thought of who i used to be...trying to get a hold of everything that i could...

this week will be a warm up for my O's so guess i need more sleep

sonzai(existence)
What are you?
(not profound enough)