Self-reflection...

3 weeks and i have spent about 300-400 dollar and by the end of this month maybe 500, hope not, of course, but then again i guess as long it is SPENT is a right way and people are enjoying themselves i guess it is all worth while...and not behind my back-stabbing me.oh-ya for those idiot who think i tap on my parents money, Fish you (kids might be reading) what's make you think that way? and mind you own business, my money is clean.

The end of today wasn't very nice...god damn i am sick and tired...of humanity for some reason... so i guess after this post i might not be posting for a long long time...and time to let this blog rot again.

jm thank you for your good compliment, but you lack of confident in yourself, just think that you have confident in yourself and you will excel maybe much better than me.

Lately, whenever i closed my eye, there is this image of my eyes being cut across by leaf or paper, what's worse is that i could feel the pain and the chill. There is also another version one and that is, i looking at myself when my eyes got cut and i am even able to see the cut clearly and with the blood and depth of the cut.(guess my brain simulation is getting out off hand...) and thanks to this "simulation" i don't feels better at all after watching "sky of love"

tomorrow going to RP to settle my Laptop stuff and program...
this week going for body check up...
On the 8 April i will be going for my wisdom tooth extraction...

I have also block wei hang.. to me though he is a good friend of my, but now he is a pain in the ass...anyway dont think he can do anything about me since he's no longer in Singapore. So don't care anymore and stress over it, just damn him to hell~

Right now i just need time to rest and reduce my activity, it wouldn't take long before i am back up again but still i won't blog...
Anti-judgement, support happy people~

Bye bye...~